Kidney Cancer no more?

Post op check up today and good news, no more cancer, well not in the kidney. That's the issue with VHL isn't it. No matter how happy we can be that that bit is done and dusted we know that won't be the end.
VHL will continue and so must we. Time is something I struggle with, how much have I got.
I know, I know, we all have that, any one of us could be hit by a bus... you'd have to be blind but it could happen. You could have a fatal accident with a tea cosy.
But VHL isn't likely to kill me, despite scaring the shit out of me from time to time. No, it is much more likely to destroy plans, ruin events and delay what I want to do.

Not many people get it, not many people live with a distrust of their own body.

I do