stillness

It's the stillness I have here that makes it better for me I think.

Reflecting on my work like balance, seeing and hearing about the pace of the UK, the relentless pursuit of simply keeping up that schools have. There I felt guilt for staying still. For each break, for a moment to myself.

Not here. 

And that's how it should be. 

rare but treasure

It isn't often that I get to be useful in my experience of the medical world, but I could be tonight.

I got to say things that helped 

I wanted to give comfort and hope.

I think I did 

I'm evidence of survival and I'm evidence of being the watcher, and the watched.