I don't know

If he loves me. I'm not even sure if he likes me right now. There's a small distain in his interaction that makes me wonder. 

Don't get me wrong... When you live with someone this long it's hard to like them all the time. I just know that when I spend time with people who do like me it feels like they do. 

I wonder if he feels stuck. No one wants to be the one who leaves the woman who has

Cancer

Work woes

Spine tumour 

The list won't get any shorter 

Should I ask?

Or just give him space? 

I would love it if he really liked me.