how many more

Once someone online told me to count my blessings and not my tumours. They did not get it. 

Eye - nowt changing and nothing I'm willing to do. 

Tail of pancreas - seems to be dormant 

I think liver - sometimes reported sometimes not

Maybe in the lumbar of my spine - again not sure if I've imagined that, got confused or what. 

I'm currently the most tumour free I remember being for most of my adult life. 

But what's next, which might grow, what might be new and importantly where? 

As I recover, and recover well, I wonder what more by body can do to me and give me, what can it take, what will it survive? 

Each time I gain a scar, sometimes they take old ones away, I have another story and they aren't even that interesting to me. There's too much for most people to comprehend and truly appreciate. There's too much for me. I think I've over taken my dad. I've exceeded expectations. 

My warrior spirit can do it because it's one at a time. It's the next one. And because of the people I've gathered to keep me safe and sane though it all. 

I'm recovering well 

But I'll have to get ready for the next one.