Each New Year I feel the same...

Although I'm being better at enjoying New Year. The resolutions seem futile... but I always think about the worst that might happen and try to shift it. I don't say it out loud very often.

Each year I hope I don't grow anything new or any of my current tumours stay put. 

This year I hope work gets better and we all remember the importance of the students and value our staff.

I am resolved to stay as positive as possible and not dwell on the potential risk of more kidney cancer diagnosed in July. That the growth is so slow I get to be checked in a years time.

That the niggling fear remains under control and I focus on now.