cats

Just had a cat scan. I am always astounded at how quick they are. Took about 50 mins to get there, 50 back. 

I thought a bit of my dad. The two of us getting there would have been a real ordeal. I practically jumped up on the table. 

I hope my neck has healed. 

I know I loved him

I might not have known your favourite chair

I forgot your best song 

I know I loved you

eye before you

There was a time when I came to Moorefields at least twice a year. When Mr Webster says there has been no change and I could have a check at the VHL clinic instead I jumped at this chance. The appointments used to always run at least 2 hours late. No matter what. 

Today I've been in, eye check, drops, scan 1 and scan 2. This in the first 46 minutes. I've had a coffee and a ham and cheese toastie. 

And I saw a different Dr who agreed that taking Belfutain was not necessary. No change in the tumour and even if it did work, it won't fix the macular hole. 

I'm relieved by this. 

As I left I nipped into the loo, one I remember going in navy years ago and having a cry because I'd been told I was going to loose some of my sight. The VHL roller coaster