when your confidence gets knocked

It's been a strange and difficult week at work. We've been inspected. 

I know I did everything I could during and I kept my integrity. I wasn't sure what that looked like in this context. Now I do.

It's been hard because I've seen others keep theirs and then one who hasn't. 

All this stress and emotion made me feel like I was disappearing into the fear of VHL. It's time like this when my resilience drops and I worry.

Pins and needles in both arms, light headed and tired. 

It isn't over but I can get up in the morning.