freedom

This morning I woke up in a lazy mood, I was simply thinking about the fact I don't have to do anything today. We are away and me and my little family are just together, simply and happily. 

It feels so good.

Despite this, a little trickle of fear began to creep in. Invasive thoughts about my body, my health, my time. I'm good at pushing this to the side and now, cup of tea in hand, beautiful view and gentle sun I'm breathing deeply and letting the waves in the shore wash it as far away as it can go. 

Live for now, be, don't let scan worries get in the way.

I'm going to leave them on this page today. 

I'm going to enjoy a good book and lots of tea and cuddles. 

That's my plan.