I thought I had a lot to say

Have I really been changed or am I simply already back as I have always been?
What makes me happy, should I be striving for that or are we all better off if we strive for a simple contentment. A friend.

I know my life hits some extremes for 'normal' people and I haven't chosen that but after all this time and all the stuff I am so stupidly used to it all, that an ordinary life feels so mundane.
I need to feel happy. Some days I do, some days I don't, I suspect that is what is normal.

I don't know if I'd be different if I didn't have VHL. Would you?

A different body

I've been back at work almost a whole half term.
My body is getting used to the stress and strain of the job again. Lots of walking, lots of getting up and down stairs and the roller coaster of a 'normal' school day.
I love it.
My bum is firmer, my legs are stronger and my tummy is getting just that little bit podgy again.