Sunday, August 24, 2008

Crosswords

My Dad is in again, it feels like he has been like this for so long but really it is only 18months and it is steadily getting worse. So much worse.
We manage to do the crossword together and this is one of the few things that doesn't make me feel like I'm looking after him, although I do fill it in as his handwriting is very bad now too.

The frustration he must feel spills over sometimes but considering he really seems to be coping well. I don't think I am. I've been very tearful recently and I am getting cross with the medical profession. They offer hope but is it false hope, does this really help anyone?

Being the one who does so many things for him is very hard. He's my father and he is too young to be treated like a child.