a book

I've just finished a book that's made me think and feel. 

I usually read to not do those things. 

But I also loved it and just want to fast forward a few months to a time when I think I'm going to be well and happy. 

I never normally want to wish my life away. But today I am not looking forward to my daughter leaving. I'm feeling like this next little bit of life is going to be sad.

I am feeling sad and unsure. 

I don't like it. It's not who I tend to be. I don't think.