My return

On Saturday I'm going to be in my second roller derby bout.
My first was some years ago, before kidney surgery and before brain surgery.
This time last year I was in hospital and I was so afraid. I didn't know who I was going to be. I thought my life was going to be an every day battle of misery.
I tired to focus on things that made me happy, I thought into happy times get me through the worst month of my life.
It was horrendous.
It was a month full of terror and fear.
It was.
Now I'm here...