flying home

I keep having to remind myself this is real. It doesn't feel it. Like a crap prank. I don't know if I believe this is happening and try, it really is. 

Each moment a little bit closer to that big change. If I get the job I know I'll deserve it. I'm essentially applying for the same job I went for 9 years ago, when I knew nothing! 

I know so much more now.