There is an odd pressure attached to knowing a maybe date and really knowing, so it can become as close to definite as possible. |It got to me this week, the lack of confirmation, the feeling that the careful thought around date and time isn't clear and the breadth of people that impacts.
I might be
I've been told
Pencilled in
All unhelpful, this is a frightening one that looms and over shadowed the every day. My joy at current independence tickled by this grim worry. The exhausting mantra, don't worry about it right now, it isn't now, it might never be.
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