Wednesday, January 22, 2020

I know I have cancer

and I know it's there all the time, waiting and maybe growing.
I had a sudden flash of fear this week that my time may be up. I wanted to run home, book into my GP and say - you need to check. How much is there now.
If it were possible I'd want to know everyday, just what my body is up to; behind my back.
If it were as simple as stepping on some scales, I'd be obsessed, I'd do it time and time again, before bed and in the morning.
Let's hope it's never that easy.
I don't possess a set of scales.
I do possess cancer.
well, it possesses me.

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