Sunday, January 26, 2020

new year, new hospital

I've done my best bet to avoid knowing what the inside of my local hospital looks like.
I found out today. 
I was very frightened by my symptoms. Completely aware that it could be caused by all sorts of things. Completely aware that one of those things could be a fast growing brain tumour.
Completely terrified by the dizziness that didn't subside. 
Completely? Reassured by the neurologist. 
It's an infection. A nasty one. But not a brain tumour.
My husband was scared too. His silence at my worried ramblings about scans and flights and insurance and 'oh god, I can't go through that again.' were met with understanding and patience. 

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